viousgenda

i don't know why i feel so down i feel like the world is agenstm me i don't know why i feel like i want to cry everyone around me is so happy and cheerfull i just sit here and hold back the tears wairing a maks that smiles but silints gives away how i feel not looking up at there faces but they don't worry they should knowing my passt knowing what i did they should worry but i guess im not going to do it again after seeing there faces that one day but it seems like they don't really care anymore maybe its just me should i give into how i feel should i tell them or should i hold it in keep it to myself as my sole brakes mo